I'm Confused... idk..>.< AM I THIS OR THAT?

It sounds like you may be bi-curious. But I think you should relax and allow yourself to have more time and experiences to help you determine what you might be. I know it's confusing, but there's no rush. Don't worry about clifying yourself and don't worry about the future/kids (it's just more to worry about) - just take your time and figure out how you feel.