Help!!!!!!!!!!!! Please!!!!!!!!!!?

ok, im losing my self confinde and everthing about where i cry. All the people in my cl cll me a freak or make any joke of me ust becaus i rea manga and watch anime. And i feel beat down to time to cry. And i dont wan to chage and i feel liek the world better off with out me. I ean they make fun of me then make jokes and talk bad things about me. They don't say sorry or anything! he treat me like trash! wha do i do?!?!?!?! hey do it to th poit where i cry then they go away then come back! plzzzz what do i do!!!!!!!!!!!